the irony of my life

When I was in high school, girls wouldn't give me the time of day. At the time I was going through the confused stage of my sexuality. Plans of having a wife, kids and the white picket fence still felt like they might someday be realized. I crushed on girls and some guys. My girl crushes though, were always just puppy dog crushes. Wanting to be near them, hold their hand maybe. My guy crushes on the other hand...ooh boy, those were passionate, lustful crushes. A hormonal teenage boy's mind can be an exciting place to be in...granted you're that hormonal teenage boy.

Anyway, these days it seems most the attention I get while out and about is from the womens. Damn it! Life is so unfair that way. Hell, I even have females hitting me up on MySpace...damn it, it's "My" space! And it says on there...Orientation: Gay. Clear as day. I guess the fact that I'm not your obvious gay guy might have something to do with it. I'm sure to those guys out there who would hit me up, I probably just come off as a straight dude...I can't help it.

However, I bet if I were straight...I'd get no play from the females and get more attention from the fellas. That's just the irony of my life.