fuckin' genius!!!

Okay, I had been distraught when my ex broke it off so that he can be free and do whatever the hell he wanted to. Over these passed couple of weeks I've come to realize that the guy is a fuckin' genius! OMFG, I had been missing out on sooo much. I was seriously considering settling down with him...and I just never would've known all that I actually was missing out on.

I went out on Friday night, and that handjob fiasco last weekend was nothing compared to what went down this weekend. It's a sexual revolution baby, for sure!!! Seriously though, I have been out for about 4-5 yrs now, but just recently have I started going out to the clubs and hell just going out in general. I guess it's just that I'm more comfortable with my sexuality now. My ex was my first boyfriend and I was so in love with him. He was all that I knew of relationships and I had convinced myself that he was THE ONE...how scary is that. I realize now that I was so wrong. The way I see it, is if he is actually THE ONE then our paths will cross again down the line. Maybe when we've both done had all our fun and are actually ready to settle down. For the time being I'm just finding out just how fun being single can be. Hope you all have had a great weekend...tomorrow another work week, ugh.