a good night's unrest

I can't remember the last time I had a good night's rest. You know when you sleep and it doesn't even have to be the full eight hours, but you wake up refreshed and ready for the day. Yeah, haven't had that in months...maybe even a year now. And trust me my body is feeling it.

I wake up each morning and I am just sooo exhausted! It doesn't matter how early I go to bed the night before, in the morning I feel as though I haven't slept. I'm not taking Ambien, so I know I'm not sleepwalking during the night. I just have a difficult time getting up in the morning. I wake up just fine, my internal clock wakes me promptly at 6:00 am...even on the weekends, which sucks. But I just lay there for about an hour and a half struggling to get some rest. Aside from that, when I do finally manage to get out of bed my body just aches all over. So, I've come to the obvious conclusion...I need a new mattress set.

I have been wanting to get a new set for a while now, but just the whole thought of shopping around for the perfect mattress is discouraging. It's almost like shopping around for a car and I'm just coming off THAT high. I'd really love to get one of them Hotel mattresses you know the kind you just fall into and get lost in a deep slumber. I know I'll have to be willing to cough up some good dough for that kind of comfort, but really I guess you can't put a price on health. And this no sleep business is definitely doing a number on my health. So I guess I'll be doing some mattress shopping this weekend. Hopefully with a new mattress somes some mattress dancing...wink, wink.

happy thoughts, happy thoughts....happy friday!!!

Here's hoping you all have a great weekend!!!

my new baby!!!

Ain't she beautiful? This is why I was so excited. I finally drove my new truck home today! I was nervous as all hell as I was signing that loan paperwork. This is my first brand spankin' new vehicle so forgive me for being so damned excited. The odometer read 33 miles as I drove her off. Jeebus, you don't understand. I'm going from a 1996 Mustang with 211,000 + miles on it, $4000 worth of mechanical repairs in just under two years...to this beauty. So yeah, I'm very ecstatic! I wanna just sleep in it tonight, but it's too fuckin' cold out. Even as I drove it around a bit tonight it still hadn't hit me that I was driving my new truck. I feel like a kid with a brand new toy. I only wish tomorrow was a weekend so that I could spend all day playing with it. Instead I'll be at work all day counting the time for me to come home and play with it some more. So there you have it, my excitement was over me getting my truck delivered this afternoon. I started the whole process on Friday morning and ordered it Friday afternoon, but was told I'd have to wait until today to get it delivered. So you can imagine how LONG the weekend felt. My brand new truck...fuckin' crazy!

i'm so excited, i just can't hide it...

I'm about to lose control and I think I like it. It feels like Christmas morning. I'll share why I'm so excited tomorrow or later today,'cause I don't want to jinx myself.

I'm sorry I've been laying really low lately, but I've just been really stressed with so much shit on my mind. I'll unload on here eventually, but I'm doing good. I hope you all are too.

have i mentioned he's fuckin' hot?!

AND he can sing. I *heart* him. (Chris Daughtry)