Wednesday, September 27, 2006

i'm not dead yet!

Wow...it seems like a lifetime ago that I posted. I don't know what changed, but I just lost that interest to share with the world. Maybe because I felt my life had become uninteresting. Lately I've been a bit more of an introvert than usual.

The update...

Geez, where to begin? The last post was right before my trip to SF pride...three months ago. That trip was great!!! It was with my party friends and they're hilarious gay folk. The 4 hour drive was just one big comedic road trip. I had a great time at pride. Got wasted every night I was there. A lot of our time there was spent walking around the downtown area, which I have to say is ghetto! I don't think I ever walked so much in one weekend. We saw everything you'd expect to see at a pride event, dike's on bikes, naked old men, drag queens, tannies with proud boob jobs for all to see, rainbows, feather boas, homo thugs, assless chaps, whips and chains, and of course not to be outdone the protesting Christian folk.

July is just a blur...nothing exciting happened. I was in Dallas, TX for a few day early August for an engineering conference. It was hot as hell! Hot AND humid! No thanks, I'll stick with my dry heat. It was a Hispanic engineering conference and there were plenty of hotties in business suits...and I have a thing for a man in a business suit. So needless to say I had a good time.

On the dating front...NOTHING to report. If you recall I had been dating a pretty cool guy for a few months. After about 10 months of dating we decided to try the relationship bit, but I quickly decided that we were better friends. You know how after you're friends with someone for so long without ever crossing that line it's hard to see them as anything other? Well, that's what happened with us I think. I couldn't see him as anything more than a friend. We still hang out, but not as frequently as before and that's cool. Now I'm kinda just numb to the whole dating thing. I've been out on a couple of dates, but I'm just not into it right now. The whole idea just bores me. So I think I'll just chill for a bit.

I think I've reached a point at my job where I no longer want to be doing this work. I do it 'cause I can and I'm good at it, but I never set out to make IT support a career. I picked it up as a hobbie and now I'm tired of it, so I've been looking for an actual engineering job. I have a couple leads and hoping something will come through. I need to be excited about work again.

So that's pretty much it for an update...see I told you...uninteresting and I hate it!!!